Link to entire My Life Project Posts: http://www.personal.psu.edu/kmh5091/My%20Life%20Project%20Final.htm
Reflection Post:
During the “My Life” project, I wanted to show a woman transcend through life dealing with feministic tropes and tribulations. I found it kind of difficult to write about a female, because of the obvious fact that I am, of course, a male. In my self-portrait film still I even decided to mask my masculinity by wearing a gender neutral hat and shielding my face with my hood to keep some form of credibility. But until I decided that I could incorporate some aspects of my own life and desires, I was kind of stuck. My character, Taylor Benson, starts off as a woman who tends to keep things to herself, and is a very introverted person. This is somewhat of an exaggerated view of myself, reflecting how I had felt at some points in my life, but the events in my story are greatly embellished. She experienced some ups and some downs, but ultimately ends up in the final chapter happy with the decisions she has made and joyful that the events she went through helped shaped her to be the person she really wanted to be.
The nature of this assignment, being totally written in online message boards, allowed me to be more creative than I may have been otherwise. The technology of an online class creates a sense of safety, that all your sayings are anonymous, even though it is paired with your names. You can’t see your peers in this virtual classroom, only what they say and think. It was interesting to read others’ stories and write about someone else’s character. I felt like I could take their story in a direction that they may not have thought it could go. Likewise, this happened to me, as I had to adapt the ending of my story based on what someone else had thought about the events of my writings.
During the “My Life” project, I wanted to show a woman transcend through life dealing with feministic tropes and tribulations. I found it kind of difficult to write about a female, because of the obvious fact that I am, of course, a male. In my self-portrait film still I even decided to mask my masculinity by wearing a gender neutral hat and shielding my face with my hood to keep some form of credibility. But until I decided that I could incorporate some aspects of my own life and desires, I was kind of stuck. My character, Taylor Benson, starts off as a woman who tends to keep things to herself, and is a very introverted person. This is somewhat of an exaggerated view of myself, reflecting how I had felt at some points in my life, but the events in my story are greatly embellished. She experienced some ups and some downs, but ultimately ends up in the final chapter happy with the decisions she has made and joyful that the events she went through helped shaped her to be the person she really wanted to be.
The nature of this assignment, being totally written in online message boards, allowed me to be more creative than I may have been otherwise. The technology of an online class creates a sense of safety, that all your sayings are anonymous, even though it is paired with your names. You can’t see your peers in this virtual classroom, only what they say and think. It was interesting to read others’ stories and write about someone else’s character. I felt like I could take their story in a direction that they may not have thought it could go. Likewise, this happened to me, as I had to adapt the ending of my story based on what someone else had thought about the events of my writings.
Although, originally, I thought it would be difficult as a male to write a female’s life. I took into account all the things we’ve learned this year, like the cinematic gaze, and collaboratively shaped a character that ultimately succeeds in her life. She goes through some difficulties like the rest of us do, but achieves her goals just like all of us dream of doing someday. This project allowed me to put down, not on paper, but on the web, some comments, concerns, dreams and goals of mine, through the eyes of a totally different character than myself.